I must say it’s been
a while since I posted in this blog, mainly because a lot occurred during October
and December phase, I was involved in a messy break-up with my partner of
3years, I became emotionally and mentally drained, nevertheless I regained my
strength again, dust of my knees and started moving on, with the support of
friends and family. A Part of me stills remember the pain and the hurt
that I suffered during my breakup with the ONLY person I planned my whole
future with. Not only that but I also believed that he was the only person in
this world that understood me completely, I was afraid of the outside world as I
was under his wings for almost 4 years, ashamed of how disappointing I was to
my friends about the man I always bragged about to and I could hear the voice
of my Mom saying “I told you so, that man wasn’t right for you”. But in between
that loneliness and feeling sorry for myself, I began to learn to love the
unique me and realize that I alone will never disappoint myself and for the
first time in my life I could do anything I want to, without asking for
permission, I cut my hair, got a piercing and a tattoo. I then realized that
there is more to life that shading a tear to the man who never loved me in the
first place. Now I am living a peaceful free life, I hear from him once in a
while saying he wants to fix stuff, but there is nothing more to fix sometimes
you must just throw to the bin than insisting to fix something that will give u
trouble later again. I never knew how strong till this worst break-up happened.
To all my friends and families who prayed for me, I thank you!.
Its Good To Be Back
by: Bobontle Mopeloa
by: Bobontle Mopeloa
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